Yes, I know. I'm a horrible blogger, and I am the first to admit it. So why am I even bothering starting yet ANOTHER blog? Well, I realized as I went through old posts on my old weight loss blogs, that I really enjoy going back and reading what worked, and what didn't, through all my journey's of losing weight. So honestly, even if I am the only one who ever reads this, I am going to do it for myself. I want the accountability, and I want to be able to look back someday and see my successes/failures.
Here is the bottom line. I am going to be 30 in 80 days. Crazy!! Yes, I had a baby 6 months ago, but I am the heaviest I have ever been ( besides 9 months pregnant ) and I feel disgusting and gross. I can't tell you how many times I keep saying "Ok...today I'm getting serious" only to fail again. I'm the type of person that needs to have about 1-2 weeks of doing PERFECTLY, and then I get in a great groove and I feel like nothing can stop me...even a pan of brownies staring me in the face! My problem is actually getting to that point. Ugh, I feel like I can't get over that hump where I am super motivated. I joined the gym this week and started this blog, so I'm hoping between the two, I will somehow pull out motivation. I want to feel good on my 30th, but also, we are planning on taking a cruise for our 10 year anniversary this spring, and I'm telling you right now, there is no point even planning a trip if I look like this! Nothing fits me and I wouldn't take a picture of myself right now if you paid me! :-)
Well there you have it. No promises for daily posts but I am going to try my best. I will be back tomorrow.!
Looking forward to reading! I'm right there with you. It will be good for me to read your blog because you're at a similar place that I am. Good luck!
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