Day Who Knows What

Yeah, I'm too tired to do the math for the post title tonight. Up until Monday, I had a rough week and a half. I had a last minute trip to Florida to visit my niece who is dying of cancer, and then my whole family, including me, got sick the next week. I did not count or care about what I ate that whole week and a half, and I'm not proud of it. There has just been so much stress, that I felt like it was just one more thing I had to think about. I'm moving on though, and have 2 days of counting under my belt now and I'm not planning on slipping up anytime soon. I do have a family wedding this weekend so I'm nervous about that but I'm going to pack some of my own food and do the best that I can. I saw a picture of myself today where I was sitting in the background and it was literally disgusting. No joke. I looked at it and was like, "Who is that massive woman?" It's sad that I don't even think I look THAT bad, but in reality, I do. Maybe someday when I'm at my goal, i will share the picture, but until then, it is under lock and key! ;-) I can't live like this anymore....need to stay motivated......